Poetry
four
Keep an Eye Out
Beware the knotty beauty
the intricacy of your personality
Beware a present bent to fit to the past
a future of fruitless pursuit
Beware the onslaught of the orchestra
whose discord doesn’t cut it
a deepfake Eric Dolphy spurting
faulty furtive spirits
Beware the sound of one hand clapping
which is finally just a slap…
Listen, the world is clever but never clear
It refuses to be your polished mirror
You have to admit it’s terrifyingly blurry now
when normally it’s merely a terrible blur
of the things you’re pleased to have forgotten
and those you’ve never knownLily of the Incas
Funny how the
speckled
white and pink
petals borne
in the umbels
of the alstroemeria
bought to adorn
our dinner opened
fully only
the following day
and how even
now a complete
week later
a few of the same
dead stems,
though trimmed,
linger, looking
for all the world
as if they
are still livingReconsider, Baby
Here it is again, time to take refuge in the blues
To wrest meaning from the wreckage and rewreck it
The out-of-your-hands not-in-your-pocket
Disquiet time, when everything is only temporary
At best a crapshoot, uncertain in its entirety
My thoughts like fingers passing back and forth restlessly
Across the embossed cover of your stark white bookPosition Paper
Where I live is not my home
I am my home
A bright still speck by the raging creek
Sometimes sputtering as I speak
Confusing certainty with a lack of humility
When not asleep, I always think
To confound expectations
Search the world for its flaws
Sort the contrary torrent
I imagine I am the wet breath of the forest
Summoning the rain
But I know I am really a grudging spring
Unblinkingly yearning